I don’t fear commitment. I fear wasting my time.
Every time my phone buzzes I hope it’s you missing me.
When you asked me if I was alright and I told you I was sad, you never texted me back. I don’t know why I expected you to care because you only ever loved the parts of me that were easy to love.
And in that moment I realized that the world could end and I still would never stop loving you
I hope one day
someone asks you
and you laugh
instead of feeling
a double edged
dager on your chest.